♥;// LittlePixieSticks.

I’ve always been in good terms with my hair until recently when I had decided that my rebonded hair has to go for a long holiday. I went to Peggy’s (my new personal hairstylist) to get my hair done {:

But honestly, my new hair hated me since. Sadface. Curls are tough to maintain and I have to braid them when I’m home. Bleh. Talk about troublesome, pfft. I also had my fringe chopped ridiculously short (but still being able to tie it up, I knew my hairbands would somehow be lost in my own bedroom).

That’s a lil’ update on my hair.

My schedule’s starting to get too TOO packed. Good Jupiter, when I’m available on a certain day, I got so bored stuck at home that I could almost feel myself decomposing. When I’ve been booked for an event for the day, everyone starts spamming me and asking me if I’m available for that day to be out with them.

So I end up running all over the island. The perfect icing to go along with all the traveling, I’m using the adult public transport card. Awesome, eh?

29/11/09 Sunday:
Out with Val to Kitty Lab n_n

02/12/09 Wednesday:
Shopping with Gerald at 6pm.

05/12/09 Saturday:
Wild Wild Wet with Celyn&co. at 1130am.

Yet to be categorized:
Starbucks with Taufiq.
Kinokuniya with Miss Angelee.
Facial Session from Sis-in-law.

AND on top of all those!!
I have to study for A&P exam.
and watch my DVDs.

What excites me is the fact that I won’t be teaching for the whole of December. But I’ll be working for a week in my mother’s office (while she’s going to jet off to Beijing for her meetings) and this will be the month of the WHOLE 2009 which my pay’d be the worth-dreaming-about-now kind +_+

Eeeeeps.

“Maybe it’s your irregular diet? Or maybe it’s your lack of sleep? Or maybe you’re too stressed? Yeah.. If this goes on, it’ll be tough *insert insert insert*,”

You know, I paid $25 and still don’t know the exact reason to why my flow only lasted for 3 hours instead of the usual 3d2n.. Doctors these days are fantastic. Period. The medicine’s knocking me out. Gotta sleep.

But no.
I have to study for A&P.
With 2 additional textbooks.

-x-

Mom: psst psst.
Me: o_O
Mom: psst psst.
Me: *walks over and hung my head over her shoulders* MAAAAAAAAAAAA.
Mom: Guess what I bought?
Me: Condoms? HAHHAH.
Mom: *smacks head*
Me: Child abuse! T^T
Mom: dumb dumb. I bought a new camera. 12.1Megapixels! Sexy. See? SEE?
Me: eeee. silver camera.
Mom: I know right? There’s pink and blue. I saw the blue and I fell in love with it. But I know you’re gonna force adopt it. So I went for the silver instead.
Me: My camera’s the cute’st in the world. Yours look so.. common.
Mom: But I like.
Me: So you went all out into town just to waste $553 on a camera?
Mom: Yep.
Me: You can spend that sum of money on something else.
Mom: I know. I asked you along for shopping. But you didn’t want to.
Me: TSK. damn.

Redesigned and updated.
for the thrill.
n_n

I should be studying.

Some of the answers did make me cry. Imagine your own children saying those! ;~; Perhaps this is one of the reason to be added into the list of Why I Would Kidnap A Kid d: Or have one of my own.

When a group of professionals posed the question, “What does love mean?” to a group of children between the ages of 4 and 8, they got answers that were broader and deeper than anyone could have imagined. See for yourself:

“Love is that first feeling you feel before all the bad stuff gets in the way.”

“When my grandmother got arthritis, she couldn’t bend over and paint her toenails anymore. So my grandfather does it for her all the time, even when his hands got arthritis too. That’s love.”

“When someone loves you, the way they say your name is different. You know that your name is safe in their mouth.”

“Love is when a girl puts on perfume and a boy puts on shaving cologne and they go out and smell each other.”

“Love is when you go out to eat and give somebody most of your French fries without making them give you any of theirs.”

“Love is when someone hurts you. And you get so mad but you don’t yell at them because you know it would hurt their feelings.”

“Love is what makes you smile when you’re tired.”

“Love is when my mommy makes coffee for my daddy and she takes a sip before giving it to him to make sure the taste is OK.”

“Love is when you kiss all the time. Then when you get tired of kissing, you still want to be together and you talk more. My Mommy and Daddy are like that. They look gross when they kiss.”

“Love is what’s in the room with you at Christmas if you stop opening presents and listen.”

“If you want to learn to love better, you should start with a friend who you hate.”

“Love is hugging. Love is kissing. Love is saying no.”

“When you tell someone something bad about yourself and you’re scared they won’t love you anymore. But then you get surprised because not only do they still love you, they love you even more.”

“There are two kinds of love: Our love and God’s love. But God makes both kinds of them.”

“Love is when you tell a guy you like his shirt, then he wears it everyday.”

“Love is like a little old woman and a little old man who are still friends even after they know each other so well.”

“During my piano recital, I was on a stage and scared. I looked at all the people watching me and saw my daddy waving and smiling. He was the only one doing that. I wasn’t scared anymore.”

“My mommy loves me more than anybody. You don’t see anyone else kissing me to sleep at night.”

“Love is when mommy gives daddy the best piece of chicken.”

“Love is when mommy sees daddy smelly and sweaty and still says he is handsomer than Robert Redford.”

“Love is when your puppy licks your face even after you left him alone all day.”

“I know my older sister loves me because she gives me all her old clothes and has to go out and buy new ones.”

“I let my big sister pick on me because my Mom says she only picks on me because she loves me. So I pick on my baby sister because I love her.”

“Love cards like Valentine’s cards say stuff on them that we’d like to say ourselves, but we wouldn’t be caught dead saying.”

“When you love somebody, your eyelashes go up and down and little stars come out of you.”

“Love is when mommy sees daddy on the toilet and she doesn’t think it’s gross.”

“You really shouldn’t say ‘I love you’ unless you mean it. But if you mean it, you should say it a lot. People forget.”

-x-

I’ve been telling my mother all year, ever since I started studying for my examinations, that I was (and still am) truly sorry for not being the ideal daughter as I’m not smart enough to head on to continue my education like other smart students. And I’ve always been the source of her worries. I always had this feeling that deep down, my mother despises me and hates me for being such a nuisance.

But all changed when she told me, “No, listen. None of my children are stupid. They are all smart and I am proud of all their achievements, no matter how great or small they are. They are able to recognize their talents, faults, enemies and friends – those are what made me really proud of all of them,“.

Thanks, Mommy.

I’m still an optimist.
(y)

-x-

Slept at 530am and woke up at 8am. Awesome. Studied A&P. Tiring & it’s just chapter one that I did last ‘night’. Munched mostly on Mars Bars and Naughty G. Feels good to finally be able to get my brain cells working again. Like, seriously.. thinking and memorizing.

Anyways,

HBR’ing tomorrow, anyone? Experienced riders only, please. Don’t want anyone falling off the horses and getting paralyzed for life. @Bukit Timah Saddle Club.

&&

love my girls.
Thank you for the wonderful time yesterday ♥

-x-

Mom: SAAAAMMMM
Me: Hm?
Mom: Go out with me today.
Me: No, Ma. You have to make an appointment.
Mom: Bu Xiao Zi, I’m your mother! I want to go out now. NOW.
Me: No. Stay home and study for your exam. Next week right?
Mom: Tomorrow then I study la.. I want to go Orchard.
Me: Go with Ahyi or something.
Mom: No sales! She won’t want to go.
Me: Go with Sanyi then.
Mom: Why you don’t want to go out with me?
Me: I’m meeting Eugene.
Mom: Oh, now like that la? Go out with a guy but don’t want to go out with your own mother.
Me: No, if he has to study for his exam, I won’t go out with him either.
Mom: HOR, I REMEMBERED! Who asked me about Anatomy and Physiology exam yesterday? HORRR. You also have to study! January you exam lei. YOU DAI. I’m going to set your paper damn tough.

._. Sometimes, I wonder if my mom’s really her age.

-.- you know, I should have gone out clubbing with Kelly (the REAL Kelly *stares at Bro*) and the others instead of staying home &attempt to sleep. Resulting me of tossing and turning and crawling all over the bed. Eventually KO’ed at 5:45am. Awesome.

Angst.
*strangles air* ): gasp.